Well, what has it been? 5 weeks or more? Yes, once again, I failed everybody, especially myself.
I missed one day of my regular workout and it all went to pot. Then I went on vacation, then I started talking myself out of exercise, then I started eating shitty again, then....then...then.....I have a reason for everything.
I just hate myself, I don't know what to say to any of you.......I guess I can begin with... "DON'T FOLLOW MY BLOG" that is good advice!
Today I read the blog of a friend that I used to work with at Challenger, she was a wonderful gal and she now lives in Hawaii. I knew Angie always struggles with weight but when I was reading her blog today, I am not even joking, I thought she was writing my life story!! EVERYTHING she blogged, is how I feel on a daily basis. I was in tears by the time I got to the end. There are so many stories that I can "relate" when reading them but with Angie's I was in AWE!!! It was my life.
Thank you Angie, I know that you will never see this but I still, cannot stop crying......you are amazing!
If you are reading this pathetic blog, thank you for supporting me. I have let all of you down!
Fluffy Fat Ass Bear!!
